So the other week i helped out with ty pennington and his crew....or should i say i helped out with the rest of the people from joplin build houses and get stuff together for those 7 families that were picked that lost their homes!
I felt so great helping out and giving back to the community and help build those homes for those people.
I was fortunately one of those people that didnt lose anything so i felt like it was my duty to go give back and make a difference in someones life! I feel like that was a life changing moment so now I am going to do a lot more community volunteering!
I feel like everyone should get out there and do something like that to give back to you community for the less fortunate!
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
hyprchondriac ( please read) I need a little help with this one.
Ever since i was little i would always watch shows on TLC with my mother on the weekends in the morning. I remember sitting there watching shows about people with cancer or diseases...I was young so i didnt know any better. Every time i would get a stomach ache i would think oh great stomach cancer or a head ache oh great a tumor! My mom would just tell me to shut up.
I remember highschool i didnt struggle with it at all. I never thought anything about it, I was a happy 17 year old. When i moved here to joplin for college though it was a whole new ball park. I met my boyfriend Kellen when i first moved here and I was extremely happy. But what people didnt know is that i wasnt happy on the inside. I was constantly worrying about my health and always feeling like i was dying. I think i went to the doctor more then 12 times within the past two years. I was put on many different types of medications and many different types of tests were ran on me and I was fine. So i took the doctors word for it. I mean common they have professional diagnosis right? Wrong...I kept believing my theorys over theres..So thats when i told my mom about it and she just said i was healthy and nothing was wrong but that i should look up hypochondriac disorders online...so i did and i found out that those types of people always feel like there is something wrong with them... or in other words they do a self medical diagnosis on themselves. I remember always going online to look up symptoms of different types of cancers or diseases and thinking holy crap!! I have 2 or more of those symptoms! So of course i would freak out.. I would cry to my boyfriend telling him i was scared that i was dying and he would always just say well if your dying I am dying to to try and ease my mind a little bit.
When me and my boyfriend broke up things got worse..Now I am always stressed...I am not happy with my life at all..And i always have this constant pain in my head and neck..my aunt says its stress but i think that its either brain cancer or a tumor...it basically makes me sound crazy i know but i cant figure it out..I refuse to go back to the doctor again because i dont want to get more tests done...so i just try to stick it out!
Any ideas on what i could do would be much appreciated!
I remember highschool i didnt struggle with it at all. I never thought anything about it, I was a happy 17 year old. When i moved here to joplin for college though it was a whole new ball park. I met my boyfriend Kellen when i first moved here and I was extremely happy. But what people didnt know is that i wasnt happy on the inside. I was constantly worrying about my health and always feeling like i was dying. I think i went to the doctor more then 12 times within the past two years. I was put on many different types of medications and many different types of tests were ran on me and I was fine. So i took the doctors word for it. I mean common they have professional diagnosis right? Wrong...I kept believing my theorys over theres..So thats when i told my mom about it and she just said i was healthy and nothing was wrong but that i should look up hypochondriac disorders online...so i did and i found out that those types of people always feel like there is something wrong with them... or in other words they do a self medical diagnosis on themselves. I remember always going online to look up symptoms of different types of cancers or diseases and thinking holy crap!! I have 2 or more of those symptoms! So of course i would freak out.. I would cry to my boyfriend telling him i was scared that i was dying and he would always just say well if your dying I am dying to to try and ease my mind a little bit.
When me and my boyfriend broke up things got worse..Now I am always stressed...I am not happy with my life at all..And i always have this constant pain in my head and neck..my aunt says its stress but i think that its either brain cancer or a tumor...it basically makes me sound crazy i know but i cant figure it out..I refuse to go back to the doctor again because i dont want to get more tests done...so i just try to stick it out!
Any ideas on what i could do would be much appreciated!
Friday, October 14, 2011
running out of things to say.
I feel like I am constantly running out of things to say..I read all my other classmates blogs and feel like they all have so much to say and always something interesting to say at that.
My goal for the next week when we type blogs is to come up with something really interesting to say! :)
Read my blogs next week and I am sure you wont be sorry ;)
My goal for the next week when we type blogs is to come up with something really interesting to say! :)
Read my blogs next week and I am sure you wont be sorry ;)
life as we know it.
Why do i feel like life as we know it is changing more and more everyday?
I feel like life is a complicated puzzle that no one is ever going to figure out. Do we know where were going to be tomorrow? No, but we can always make our decisions how we want. Life isnt always going to be fair and i feel like everyone knows that.
My new out look on life is to basically stay POSITIVE and live life like there is NO tomorrow! I feel like everyone makes mistakes and we are going to continue to make those mistakes but our mistakes are what make us who we are!
All i ask is that everyone enjoy life and love it and live it the way that you want with no regrets.
I feel like life is a complicated puzzle that no one is ever going to figure out. Do we know where were going to be tomorrow? No, but we can always make our decisions how we want. Life isnt always going to be fair and i feel like everyone knows that.
My new out look on life is to basically stay POSITIVE and live life like there is NO tomorrow! I feel like everyone makes mistakes and we are going to continue to make those mistakes but our mistakes are what make us who we are!
All i ask is that everyone enjoy life and love it and live it the way that you want with no regrets.
Monday, October 10, 2011
down with the sickness
So i have been really sick lately and havnt been able to even get on my computer so my blog posts have been a little late :( unfortunately nothing interesting has happened in my life the past week since my last post. I have noticed though that a lot of people out there around campus or just around joplin itself are SICK! I dont know how i got my cold but i thought it was just allergies when i went to the doctor and found out i had walking pneumonia! They gave me a lot of antibiotics and I am feeling much better. I gave my cold to my boyfriend and aunt and they are both kicking me in the butt now because of it...common its not like i did it on purpose!!!
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