Thumb up my A$$

There is just about 4 weeks left of school if that maybe a little less...but either way I am ready for a freaking break. This semester i have caught myself being lazy and not giving my best effort so this month of a break will be just the treat for me to figure out what i need to do for MYSELF. I feel like i have just been sitting around with a thumb up my a$$ for the past few months..Damn reality check. I have found myself not going out and partying and being a typical college student which is...well GOOD. I am an old soul i feel like I am a 40 year old trapped in a 20 year olds body..I go to work every day and school and by the time I am done i just want to go to sleep...but I'm NOT TIRED..I feel like its an excuse maybe for me to just be lazy and do nothing.. maybe my boyfriend has a little something to do with it. Mark is 25 so hes a bit older than me and he doesnt drink or do anything hes a lazy butt so i feel like maybe I am starting to follow in his footsteps a little bit! Hmm I need a little bit of a reality check. Oh well SCHOOLS ALMOST OUT!!